This weekend was a bit... rough to say the least. My boy friend was suppose to go to a bachelor party this weekend and was to be leaving early morning on Saturday. Instead we were woken with terrible horrible news. His best friends little sister died in a house fire.
How do you react to that? I just don't know. How do you comfort someone having to go though with that? It was and is going to be rough this past weekend and this week.
I met her once, so pretty and outgoing ... her whole life a head of her. Over the past few days, feeling like a spectator more than help, I've just been a witness to her life being unfolded in front of me, hearing about this amazing life, amazing person and how it was cut short. Part of me can't even comprehend.
I just want to send thoughts and prayers out to the family's that are suffering these losses. Know that you are not alone. I'm so sorry.
Monday, August 20, 2007
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Saturated.
I’m saturated with stress, dripping.
When I’m consumed with stress I start doubting. Doubting me, my life… everything.
I've been listening to David Gray lately. So here for your reading pleasure... My oh my.
What on earth is going on in my heart
Has it turned as cold as stone
Seems these days I don't feel anything
Less it cuts me right down to the bone
What on earth is going on in my heart
My oh my you know it just don't stop
It's in my mind I wanna tear it up
I've tried to fight it tried to turn it off
But it's not enough
It takes a lotta love
It takes a lotta love my friend
To keep your heart from freezing
To push on till the end
My oh my
What on earth is going on in my head
You know I used to be so sure
You know I used to be so definite
Thought I knew what love was for
I look around these days and I'm not so sure
My oh my you know it just don't stop
It's in my mind I wanna tear it up
I've tried to fight it tried to turn it off
But it's not enough
It takes a lotta love
It takes a lotta love my friend
To keep your heart from freezing
To push on till the end
My oh my you know I just can't win
I burn it down it comes right back again
What kinda world is this we're living in
where you never win
It takes a lotta love
It takes a lotta love these days
To keep your heart from freezing
To keep your spirit free
My oh my you know it just don't stop
It's in my mind I wanna tear it up
I've tried to fight it tried to turn it off
But it's not enough
It takes a lotta love
It takes a lotta love my friend
To keep your heart from freezing
To push on till the end
My oh my it just don't stop
My oh my it just don't stop
My oh my it just don't stop
When I’m consumed with stress I start doubting. Doubting me, my life… everything.
I've been listening to David Gray lately. So here for your reading pleasure... My oh my.
What on earth is going on in my heart
Has it turned as cold as stone
Seems these days I don't feel anything
Less it cuts me right down to the bone
What on earth is going on in my heart
My oh my you know it just don't stop
It's in my mind I wanna tear it up
I've tried to fight it tried to turn it off
But it's not enough
It takes a lotta love
It takes a lotta love my friend
To keep your heart from freezing
To push on till the end
My oh my
What on earth is going on in my head
You know I used to be so sure
You know I used to be so definite
Thought I knew what love was for
I look around these days and I'm not so sure
My oh my you know it just don't stop
It's in my mind I wanna tear it up
I've tried to fight it tried to turn it off
But it's not enough
It takes a lotta love
It takes a lotta love my friend
To keep your heart from freezing
To push on till the end
My oh my you know I just can't win
I burn it down it comes right back again
What kinda world is this we're living in
where you never win
It takes a lotta love
It takes a lotta love these days
To keep your heart from freezing
To keep your spirit free
My oh my you know it just don't stop
It's in my mind I wanna tear it up
I've tried to fight it tried to turn it off
But it's not enough
It takes a lotta love
It takes a lotta love my friend
To keep your heart from freezing
To push on till the end
My oh my it just don't stop
My oh my it just don't stop
My oh my it just don't stop
Monday, August 13, 2007
Come on now.
Sorry guys, it's been a little while. Life has just been a little up and down lately.
So a couple things... What is wrong with people and the way they drive now a days. I just... and shocked by people. 1st off the left lane is for passing. If your not the fasted person passing... let them pass you. Don't get in the lane and think it's the 'fast' lane... your wrong it's for passing. I can see where the confusion might have come into play. You have to go fast to pass, so don't get into the left lane thinking you can do 10 over the speed limit and be okay. NO! You need to be going faster than everyone else! 2nd if there is a sign telling you to merge because your lane if running out... don't wait for the lane to run out and assume that you will have somewhere to go!
It's gotten to the point that when I drive I just, honestly, think about ramming people! About the reaction that my ramming action would cause for me and I weigh them. Needless to say at this point in my life I don't think I want the headache that would come along with going though with it... but let me tell you there are many close calls. I think I'm going to start honking at people even for other people now. I think more people need to start honking. I wasn't always a honker, I blame my boyfriend for this new found noise that I make when I'm driving. I'm not a big honker yet, but I'm getting there!
People on the road just amaze me. And old people are no exception! They have no excuse if you ask me. My 84 year old grand mother still cruses down the road like I would ... so in my eyes they have no excuse. If you can keep up with the times then you need to retire your driving days.
Anyway, I hope everyone had a nice weekend!
So a couple things... What is wrong with people and the way they drive now a days. I just... and shocked by people. 1st off the left lane is for passing. If your not the fasted person passing... let them pass you. Don't get in the lane and think it's the 'fast' lane... your wrong it's for passing. I can see where the confusion might have come into play. You have to go fast to pass, so don't get into the left lane thinking you can do 10 over the speed limit and be okay. NO! You need to be going faster than everyone else! 2nd if there is a sign telling you to merge because your lane if running out... don't wait for the lane to run out and assume that you will have somewhere to go!
It's gotten to the point that when I drive I just, honestly, think about ramming people! About the reaction that my ramming action would cause for me and I weigh them. Needless to say at this point in my life I don't think I want the headache that would come along with going though with it... but let me tell you there are many close calls. I think I'm going to start honking at people even for other people now. I think more people need to start honking. I wasn't always a honker, I blame my boyfriend for this new found noise that I make when I'm driving. I'm not a big honker yet, but I'm getting there!
People on the road just amaze me. And old people are no exception! They have no excuse if you ask me. My 84 year old grand mother still cruses down the road like I would ... so in my eyes they have no excuse. If you can keep up with the times then you need to retire your driving days.
Anyway, I hope everyone had a nice weekend!
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